I am having a rough day today. It's Saturday and the wether is not so good either, so that doesn't help. I am back on pain meds!!,........... I am in pain today, seems whenever I move it hurts. I am getting these lightning pains through my right breast as well. I hate it.
Okay I have been told about post operative depression and figured that it happens right away....................WRONG!!! I am feeling so sad all the time!!, seems that nothing could be wrong and I am bawling my eyes out. I also have this awful need to have my husband close to me. If i am sitting watching a movie, I want my husband right there holding me. I am never like that!!! I know he likes it, but I do hope that my "dependency" goes away soon.
So anyway yes today is rough, but I will get through. Really the worse part right now is waiting to have the stitches removed. I get them out on Tuesday and can't wait. I hope to put up some new pics in about 2 weeks. I figure most of the yellow bruising will be gone by then. So keep checking back, and please feel free to sign my guest book. I get a lot of visitors to my site, but only a few guest book posts. I would love to hear your comments. Sarah
Okay I am in Week 2 as we speak, I am off the pain killers!!! woohoo!!! I finally can think. LOL. I am noticing that my left boob is feeling a little hard, mind you they are perky!! LOL. I am sleeping in bed again, I haven't had much trouble sleeping though as I have slept on my sides since the hospital. I am tired still and still very frustrated about the weight I have put on being at home. I am still black and blue, but that is getting better too. I am going to get my husband to take some more photos of me when I hit the 2 week post op mark. I think I am going to do this until week 6 and see all the progressions of healing. I have had to buy a few new sports/post surgical bras. I bought one more post surgical bra as they are covered on my husbands medical plan. They only allow for 2 a year though. I am not fitting into a C cup anymore. I think in the end I am going to be a B cup. I am more than happy about this though. I have been talking with my husband, and I am thinking of saving up the money and getting a Tummy Tuck done in a couple of years. I have lots of weight to loose first, but I really want to do this. I am so happy with the results of the lipo that I am so motivated to loose the weight now, and if I am still left with the unsightly stomach I am going to go ahead and do it. After I had the hysterectomy I have never like my stomach, and I might as well do it while I am young. I will post again tomorrow, as you can see I am feeling much better. Good night for now. Sarah.